I get so nervous I’m shaking,
gets so I got no pride at all.
Gets so bad but I just keep coming back for more,
I guess I just get off on that… stuff.
I’m thinking about taking some time,
I’m thinking about… leaving soon.
I got some things I can’t tell anyone
I got some things I just can’t say.
They’re the kind of things no one knows about,
I just need somebody to talk… to me.
I’m thinking about leaving tomorrow,
I’m thinking about being on my own,
I think I been wasting my time,
I’m thinking about… getting out.
(…)
I’m just trying to get myself some gravity,
you’re just trying to get me to stay.
Sometimes I sit here looking down upon Los Angeles,
sometimes I’m floating… away.
[Adam Duritz, Speedway, 1999]